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- Thursday, May 5, 2011 - 8:01 PM  The girls who made me laugh like there's no tmr. Blog dead. Im happy with my work now. :)
- Friday, April 1, 2011 - 3:27 PM 2nd is about work. I find myself not easy to please. Like i tend to job hop which idk why. Everything is not right. The timing, the work, the people i work with, all sucks. haha. I used to think that shift work is nice but now i dont think so. I'd rather work office hours than enjoy during the weekendsss.. :D After a few years, i regretted about not studying well in sch last time. I know i shouldnt blame anyone but i still wanna blame this 1 stupid fucking guy. Because of him, my life changed since im 17. But its ok, its not too late now. I can still amend my life abit. Cosmo cert? Mcm going down the drain gtu haha. Wasted a few things in life. Studies, money, family, friends. I guess ive grown up now? Can think wisely ready. I dowan to make any plans anymore cause i realized every time i plan for something, it wont happen. So I'll just follow the flow. Im not staying at TPY anymore. Shifted house again. haha. To Tamn Jurong. Makin jauh, makin jauh pulak. haha. Nice environment tho. :) Lastly, My friends tagged me some pics when i was still 15. See? I changed soooo much! hahaha! 
- Saturday, January 29, 2011 - 1:59 PM What hurt the most? When family members doensnt trust you and dont give you support in whatever you wanna do, ofcos the good things la. I know customer service and mak andam is totally a 2 diff thing and its a total opp but so what? That's where i can see myself working at. But why the fuck cant my own family members give me support?! FUCKED UP OR WHAT!
- Friday, January 28, 2011 - 2:10 PM I wanna start off with alhamdulillah! Why? Because I got a new job! hehe. Will be starting after my contract at Ttsh ends. So excited to blog abt this which idk why. haha. The pay is not what i wanted but ok la for a starter. Im only 21 so ya. Pelan2 kayoh org kate. :D Customer Service Officer (CSO) at truefitness. Im excited partly bcos i can join the dancing classes and use the gym equipments for free!!! hehehehe! Dancing2 :DDD Just cant wait.
Will be starting work on 9 Feb. I will take this job seriously. No more not impt mcs, no pay leave or whatsoever. I will be serious. Work is work. Love is love ok? :) I wanna retake my O's. Prolly eng and maths only. Science tkkn masok otak so no use taking den take private diploma on maybe cust service/hospitality. AND AND, hopefully by the end of this year, terkabul lah impian aku nk jai mak andam. Insyaallah. :)))) Nari blog byk smiley je. hahaha! Toodles! :D
- Wednesday, January 12, 2011 - 8:06 PM Blog is getting boring. Or issit just me? haha. All this while, ive been telling ppl and blog what im gonna achieve every year but ended up, i only achieved like 1/4? haha. This year, I'll just keep it to myself. Hopefully it'll come true. Insya-allah. :)
Work ending soon, less thn a mth. Only after 2 stressing mths den for the 1st time, im willing to renew my contract again. haha. But dont think so. Still wanna find office hours job so tht I'll have more time to do the things i want. Applied for a few jobs but will see who is willing enough to let me try. Ok da. bye.
- Tuesday, January 4, 2011 - 12:30 AM I must admit I am not that strong. I miss you. Im not sure how long more i can endure this. Miss you dear.
- Friday, December 24, 2010 - 4:45 PM Am i giving up too easily or i should just have end this long ago? I knw my limits. I hate being lied to, being controlled but wtf I didnt kenal2 with guys while you're in there. I went out with your friends mind you. Your own bloody friends. You should be more relieved cos at the very least you'll know what i did when im with them. I went out with your besfren. Your bloody own bestfren! And where did we go? Hotel issit? or what? park? If you think, they knows how to keep secrets from you, think back. Everywhere i go even when i want to shit, i msg you fuck! Everywhere.
And why are you still feeling fucking so insecure? Guilty conscious? Did smtg bad behind my back but you didnt tell me and thts why you are scared tht i will do the same thing to you too issit? Issit? But yes i caught you once recently and god really opened up my eyes. Still go the cheeck to fight back. Even if its a small thing, if i can take the initiative to inform you, why cant you? This is not the 1st time aite. 3, 4 times? But you still do it after being reminded a few times. Isnt tht just fuck? I should have left you when you first lied to me right? I should have left you when you 1st lay hands on me right? I shoud have fucking left you when i've already knew we are worlds apart. But why am i still fucking here? ONE YEAR AND 7 FUCKING MONTHS! Goodness sake! Wanna know why? Cos i have faith in you. I admit our relationship didnt start off well but i decided to give it another chance. But it became worse i guess? You say im getting out of hand? Did i ever check in to any hotel with any random fucking guy? Did i ever chat with guys w/o you knowing about it? Did i ever go out with my guy friends? Did i ever do anything fuck behind your back? I went club i tell you fuck! Expect to me you evrything but you? Give it a deep thought k. I know upon reading this, you'll have many things to shoot at me. Go ahead. I guess i knw you too well rdy. Nvr wanna lose face kind of guy. Whatever the reason we are quarelling about now, think back about what happened at lucky plaza. I can forgive you but nvr will i forget that moment. You are the first fucking guy who ever lay his fucking hands on my face! When its your fault for lying to me! And i gt tht from you. A gentleman? Soft hearted man? Fuck you k fuck you. |
a laughing gas Has deep passion for dance. Wanna experience more on malay n hiphop dance. Or maybe if there's a chance, contemporary dance will be nice. hehe. Serious interest on make ups A girl who is different. Trust me 
WISHES To get a new GOOD phone Itouch or maybe a simple MP3 To hit 50 kg the least Love's the last one To be a MAK ANDAM Own my own bridal shop, insyaallah Lastly, to have total freedom. INSYAALLAH ... 
VOGUELICIOUS They are someone whom i look up to when it comes to dancing Luke, Fadhlie,Sri, Izzy Try not to bitch too much k. haha. :)   Music Playlist at MixPod.com September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 April 2011 May 2011 |
