Is bulan puase the full of test month? So, that means all sorts of tests will be given by Him to us, human beings during this month? But why must it be so harsh?

- 1st, anak2. 6 childrens, 6 diff kinds of perangai, including me i guess she'll have to endure.

- 2nd, the lovely hs that we have been staying for more thn a decade. Now, we'll have to let go.

- 3rd, my bro and the stupid cop! I'll fuck his backside with a carrot if i were to see him outside.

- 4th, the majlis for my bro's wedding is cancelled. So no more under the block, no more karaoke-ing and bla3. But the wedding is still on. A simple one.

- 5th, my lovely old atok was admitted to hosp. Stroke.

- 6th, family member passed away and another, prison.

This happened one after another. Non-stop hits. Dont wish to exaggerate more on the points up there. Just thought of letting out my feelings here. Im sure if He has more coming up for us or maybe a lil bit more, just a lil bit more, my mum will surely be down down down down down down down down down down down down down. Now, she's facing all this probs bravely. She can still smile or shall i say put on a smile so not to let us worry. In future? Hmmmm ...

But to think on the positive side, im sure theres many worst cases thn us outside there. For eg, in India, they dont even have a proper hs to stay or good doctors.

I really hope all this can end asap and be normal together again.