Hey hey hey... Im back...

Im back with new blogskin. Thanks to Reena. :D
Dari nk suro Nad buatkn frm months ago end up Reena yg buat. Thanks girl. :D
Its a simple one yet nice. I like the background. The wordings, when i have the time n energy to change, i'll change it aites. Now it looks a lil boring but, who cares? haha!

Its been more thn a week since i last updated my blog. Speaking bout blog, boyfie say he finds people who owns a blog mcm kental. haha! But as a owner of a blog, of cos i fought back ah. I say blog is where some ppl use it to express their feelings, thoughts n stories. And to those who dont dare to speak out their probs (like me sometimes), blog is their friend. And guess what, I WON! haha. He agreed to me but still say some only la yg kental haha. Boyfie boyfie ...

Lets talk about work today. Im still jobless now. Seriously during my sec sch time i used to think that sec sch n o lvls are nt really impt as the job that i wanna work ( mak andam) in future doesnt really need sci, maths, poa n stuffs. Simple said, education. But it does somehow proved me wrg. And now i took the wrg step which is to take private diploma at cosmoprof. I should have taken courses which is much3 more cheaper at the bridal shop itself. But i didnt know so ya, cant be helped anymore with it. Besides wanting to be a mak andam, my dream job is to be a receptionist or maybe a CSO. I scored 33 points n just pass for my eng n mly only during my o which totally suck! With 33 points, u say can i be a receptionist? Jadi cleaner sudah! hahaha!

I cant get into poly. To young readers who r reading my blog, maybe, please ya study hard k? Dont play2. Education IS VERY IMPT OK?! Continue, i can get into ite but nitec. Slim chances of gg higher nitec. But due to the strong bad influence which ite is known for, ive decided nt to go ite n take the private dip instead. But that was totally a wrg choice to made. SERIOUS. OK, FOR THOSE WHO WANTS TO BE A MAK ANDAM, I SAID MALAY MAK ANDAM, BETTER DONT TAKE COSMOPROF AITES cause ur cert cant brg u far. Seriously, no joking. I've asked most mly bridal shops and they said in order to work for em, u'll have to take their course first. Money again? Hearing all that made my heart down down down down down down...

See? thats y taking dip at cosmo is smtg nt good for ppl like me. Me n some of my mly classmates regretted. Not just bcos of the cert. Money wise also. Imagine we spent over 4k but the quality of the make up sucks! Plus the cert .. oh gosh! Now i wanna try my luck at MAC. Wanna work there n save up a few thousands n retake the course at the most goodest *is there any such word as goodest?*haha mly bridal shop n from there, insyaallah i can become one! heh :D

See how long is my post today? hahaha! I was bored to death just now seriously. Sat at home doing notg good! but i did some researched on bridal boutiques ehk.. heh. Played comp from 2 plus till now! And plus watching tv. How i wish i am a mak andam now. :'( And ya, hey hey, from fri till sun i'll be going for chalet!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!! So happy, cant wait! heh! 19 years of living in this world, this is my bloody first time, IM SERIOUS!, my first time tonning at chalet 3 days straight w/o any of my fam members! HAHA! :DDDDDDDD Hopefully the chalet will turn out to be a fun n memorable one.

Ok i'll stop here for today. Will be back again aites. Do tag at my tb aites ppl. Take care! :D

Its 6 dec today. So, what does that mean?
1st- Dance with Voguelicious n the rest has ended :(
2nd- 4th bro's wedding.

Lets start with my bro's wedding first. First n foremost, blog is where i can mostly express my feelings sometimes as i dont really dare to talk to ppl bout how i feel.
Bro's wedding was rather a sad one for me. First, n the most impt, my mum didnt attend for his wedding solemnisation n sanding. I didnt went for his nikah which is on the sat as i had show on that day. Thought of gg but i have to report at 12 so cant make it. I CRIED OK?! But i went on sun. And the fucking thing is, on sun, my bros wedding was held at my father's side so that explains y my mum didint turn up. We(me n my bros plus their partners) was pissed with satu-satu nye fucking face. Everyone was showing faces to us as some did not turn up for the nikah. I knw im at fault but what can me n the rest do??? And as for the sanding, we did nt ask u to make it big. We suggested to make just a simple one which is to do some prayers at hm. But u guys insisted on doing it. So, our fault? U guys did nt plan everytg properly, no dishwasher no everything n u expect us to help u? NO! haha! More actually but nah wont wanna elaborate more. But overall im happy that i met up with num 4 just nw. Swear to god that he looked great, stunning! mcm prince. heh. Cabot home early at 5 just nw. Just walked off w/o informing anybody. Cant take it anymore. Felt uneasy at my fathers side.

Next, dance. Show ended yest. Show was awesome! Bitching was fun! And got fucked was fun too! hahaha! (not literally gt fuck k?) Pics uploaded at fb. Yest was sad for all of us. Thats the end. No more RP, no more waking up early. no more "stupid or what??? no more"u guys ah...haiyooo!!!" no more"walk somemore! no more 7-11, no more breaks, no more bitch, no more black box, no more. Thats it! Imagine a b-boy cried yest as we r seperating. Im touched ok. Feel like crying but i tahan. Dowanna make everyone else more sad. Took many2 pics with the voguelicious and especially SRI! :D The off we go frm RP. Ate mac n bf came after a short while. Had to leave with him but the rest still continue. I miss them. The love is very strong even tho we just knw for a mth. The fun, crazyness, laughters that we had. Everything's sweet. Sweet memories to keep in mind n heart forever. BUT! The frenship will nt stop ehk...... Will still/must/have/ to meet up. Picnic is a must.
OMG! i am freaking missing them right now. Sri meow2 faizah ella farhan nadt nini pearl khai alfie alyv ingeli fadhil fadhlie luke izzy and many more la! <3 many3!

- Saturday, December 5, 2009
- 1:14 AM