- Sunday, April 4, 2010 - 3:31 PM Love say i dont understand the meaning of love. :) Love is a very big word. Love for frens, for families, for animals, for nature, for God, ourself and many more. Love is to stay by the side of their partner thru rain or shine ryte? Never give up and go thru all obstacles bravely together planeed by Him right? For eg, he/she wants to go london for few years and he/she ask her/his partner whether is he/she willing to wait and their ans deep in their heart is no, so meaning, he/she doesnt love his partner ah? Ehk? Issit? I just cant figure out why is tht so? Just bcos of unwilling to wait then there's no love in there? Hmmmm... We have to think for our own too ryte at times? So ya, love is a very BIG word with deep and various meanings. How i wish i can meet up with someone who has all the answer to my quests. -_-" And i would looovvveeee to meet the person who created money. And and, why human beings must have emotions and feelings? Why must one have mix feelings like love and anger at the same time? WHY??? .................. Now, im at home. (?) haha. Kinda bored. Not going out today. No plans, no frens. Tmr monday, no plans again. Will be calling hosps tmr. Im nt sure whats the plan for this week. Will be a kinda boring week for me. Hopefully, i can get work soon. Atleast ill have smtg to do everyday. Plus an income for my own every mth. Im turning 20 in a few mths time and ive already made plans for myself when i turn 21. :) What else shall i post today.. Boring la pulak. Phone is keeping itself quiet today. Do i like it? Or nt? Idk. Bye. -____-"
- - 1:50 AM Im nt sure whats up with me nowadays. But i clearly knew that incident after incident made me feel confused. Whenever im trying to let go of past incident, another came. And that made my brian jammed! Stucked! I cant think. Im nt sure of what i want now. Problems at home are getting worst. Cant describe her attitude anymore. She is getting frm bad to worse. I dont like to stay at home. Now, work! Its been 2 mths im jobless. All the interviews that i went e.g, admin, receptionist, front desk, sales even kfc/pizza hut call centre, all didnt call back. Just donoe what to do now. This mon im going to try my luck at hosps as a porter an also at cinemas. Haiz... Im fucking lost right now. No life! |
![]() a laughing gas Has deep passion for dance. Wanna experience more on malay n hiphop dance. Or maybe if there's a chance, contemporary dance will be nice. hehe. Serious interest on make ups A girl who is different. Trust me ![]() WISHES To get a new GOOD phone Itouch or maybe a simple MP3 To hit 50 kg the least Love's the last one To be a MAK ANDAM Own my own bridal shop, insyaallah Lastly, to have total freedom. INSYAALLAH ... ![]() VOGUELICIOUS They are someone whom i look up to when it comes to dancing Luke, Fadhlie,Sri, Izzy Try not to bitch too much k. haha. :) ![]() ![]() Music Playlist at MixPod.com September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 April 2011 May 2011 |