Today im gg to post abt a guy ive once loved. We've know each other for almost 20 years. For the past 16 years, i can say tht he has always been there when i need him. We always joke everynyte, calling each other names and even exchange punches. He's 6 years older thn me. I was told tht he's the one who change my diapers. make my milk, took care of me whenever mums out working. No one is to bully me, not even my mum. How bout that?! Besides his mum, im the only girl in his heart. When i grow older. things get better i guess, able to understand each other and stuffs. But things got diff when i was 18. Got to meet him lesser, hear his voice lesser (few mins a day only). All this happened after he has found a new gf which he planned to get married with. Things get worse after they have been tgt for a year. Didnt go home, abandoned his familly and me. When his family ask him to join them for a family outing, he'll give excuses like have to work and cant take off. 10001 excuses. But when his gf's family asked him out, he'll straightaway agreed. I gt angry upon hearing that. Now, he's already married to his gf for half a year. Within this half a year, he vsited his family n me ONCE only. Not even during his mum's bdae. Im sad that my 4th brother has turned out to be this way after gt to know his gf. I wonder what his gf has done and speak to him. I miss him so much. I always wonder will he miss me or even think of me as his lil sister? Hmmm... Tc brother. ily.

- Tuesday, May 11, 2010
- 6:17 PM