After quite some time tgt, i realised we have difficulty talking things out. I find it difficult to say what i actually wanted to say cos somehow i feel tht you dont understand me. For example, you did smtg wrg, i wasnt able to get my msg across cos u keep on saying sorry and wants me to forget it at tht point of time jgk. I feel so not nice when i have to force myself to forget it and, even if my mouth said ok but my heart's will still be not happy. It will still rmbr until i do smtg bout it. Thn, it's satisfied Get what i mean?

Everytime, when we talk things out, say all the unhappy things tht we have in our mind, i realised, u'll not be happy with what i say. When i ask you to say 1st u said notg. When i shoot everytg baru u nk ckp ni nk ckp tu. Dont you find it funny? I tot when it comes to talking session, everything shud be let out lagi2 after quite some time being tgt. But you? You always say, anything unhappy, just tell. But when it comes to you? Da kene shoot baru nk ckp. And you'll start saying " i just keep quiet only..blablabla~~~ You said, anything unhappy, ckp but you yourself didnt prac tht.

And when u did smtg wrg, u even got the cheek to say about me. Tell me, how am i suppose to love u so much when u hurt me? You even dare to say my love for u is always ups n downs. Girls wont do tht if notg's wrg. Last time maybe, bcos we gt tgt quite fast and i stil havent trust you. Now im slowly trying my best to start a fresh new life with u. Im nt trying to say im good. Its just tht whenever we have problems, honestly i find it diff to talk things out with you. You n your world.