|
- Wednesday, November 24, 2010 - 7:34 PM What a boring week, plus cant contact love as he have to go hutan. Heard that he can brg his phone but dont know why die tknk bwk. To think back, its good tht he dont brg his phone so that i can be independent but at the same time, off day on wkdays doesnt mean anything w/o him. Today took mc as im down with diarrhoea. What a day. At home the whole day doing notg. BORING!
- Sunday, November 21, 2010 - 8:33 PM  Had a fun nite with love even tho notg much was done. Went mustafa centre to buy his swimming trunk (haha!) and then eat at haji karim. Saw one old malay couple quarrel main2, very cute haha. I laughed quite a lot which idk why. I find love funny yest. hahaha. To be honest, i felt weird not meeting love's friends. Kept asking him "tk jmp dekni? tk jmp dektu?" Till he asked me, "are u bored with me?" and i laughed. The answer is obviously no. It just felt weird not meeting them cos every week jmp bro. So ya~ haha. Will be another boring week. Worked pm shift this week. Thur fri off is like -_-" w/o love. Kt keje pon byk fakers. So work there is a turn off. Pay was not paid on time which sucks! Will call them tmr. Suke2 only tk byr abe tk inform. Fri will go and watch love take his beret. Donoe what is it la but will support him. Guardsman may sound notg to me (as im a girl) but it do sounds big to love. Guardsman~ Feb, pls come quick. Cant wait to change job. Now till wed, no plan. No money, nowhere to go. Work work work. How i wish i can turn back the time to when i was still in primary school. Where i always play soccer or playground after school, ask pocket money from parents to buy sweets and drinks. Finished school at 1pm if im nt wrg and play till 6pm den go home. Balik kene mara. hahaha! So cute. Frens were superb at tht point of time. Everyone was so innocent. But time changes after primary school. Started to have fakers, bitches, liars, bastards, nonsense ppl, fuckers during sec time. As i am 20yrs old now, when i think back, its okay to have all tht kinds of ppl during sec sch as maybe thts when we r starting to grow up and kenal hidop. But I cant accept ppl who has the same age as me or maybe even older with tht kind of attitude. Isnt that stupid? Tkle piker agaknye. Fake around, gossip around, bitching around. -.- Go and fuck yourself man. hahaha! These ppl need to go for classes on how to be a normal person who dont bitch or fake or gossip. Stupid ppl! Ok type enuf rdy. Just wanna kill time. Will blog again other time. Selamat!
- Wednesday, November 17, 2010 - 9:33 PM I totally "love" my holiday. Okay, -.- ~ Hmmm.. Speechless over what happened last night. Supposed to be a fun one but turned out bad. Not sure what happened. Right after buying shirt, everything went haywire. After movie was okay. Went Yishun planned to eat western but he forgot to take out money and the atm is like far from there. I had $14++ with me and he have like $4++. Total will be $18++. Isnt that enuf for the 2 of us? We fought instead of eating. I said use my money to eat but step jual mahal nk mkn fries je. BIG FUCKING HIGH EGO KN KAU? Happy now we ended up this way? Bile aku expect kau to like atleast treat me, u made me use my money when u jolly well know i didnt have enuf. When its the time to use my money, big fucking ego kau datang.
People with ego is fucking difficult to talk with. Dont wanna lose, always have fucking excuses, save face, cant make them shy at public, no money also say gt money, no money but buy branded things just for the brand name and etc. Isnt that like wtf and -.-? Cant you people with ego live life like other normal ppl? Be humble. Never say urself humble. Let other ppl say tht ur humble. Self praise is like wtf seriously. Love is like fruits. It'll taste nice and sweet at first. But itll turn sour after a while if its not being eaten. Baru2 sume okay, after a while~~~~ hmmmmmmm~~~~~~~~ Notg happy last forever. Made mistake once for giving u a chance after the 1st 5 mths, made another mistake by forgiving u when u lied once to me, made another mistake for giving u another chance after lying to me twice. Despite all this, im stil here with you. Haiz. Im truly grateful you helped me when im jobless last time. I dont mind helping you back ah. Money can be earned back. Right now, im nt sure with what i want. Seriously my heart feels tht ur not the one. But on the other hand, haiz. Confused! Mcm sial2 pon, da 16 months. -______________-"
- Monday, November 15, 2010 - 8:41 PM  I look fat in this pic. But who cares, I love Alyssa. haha. She's super cute especially when she smile or laugh. If only i knw tht my sis in law is taking my pic also, aku bole senyum seiii. hmph! Notg much to blog. Boring. This week work morning shift. After months of working, this is Wed is my 1st time off on PH. hahaha! Cant wait to go my nenek hs and go jln2, literally jln2. Tmr, si gondol tu balik agaknye. Mcm nk mkn westernnn ajee. But not confirm yet. So yeah, see how. Dulu dpt keje yg mlm complain susah nk klua la ape la, now da dpt keje pagi bosan la pulak tk gi mane2 aft work. If only i have my own bike... hmmm... But dont think i'll take bike license ah. Pity my mum. Plans for this month is to dye my hair chestnut brown colour and buy a new phone. Probably nokia C6 OR E3-02. Got totally confused! Macam nk beli due2 jeee.. hahaha! e3-02 looks nice ryteee??? hmmm~~ 
- Wednesday, November 3, 2010 - 6:49 PM One word; Alhamdulillah. After months of being rejected, writing application forms tht weighed atleast 5kg 1 think, no calls back, and now atlast, i gt a "facetoface" cust service job. Altho its just a registration or like minor2 work but i guess tht my 1st step. To think back, to ear 1500 w/o experience is mcm dreaonbaby. hahaha! From here, i will do my best, try to avoid from doing mistakes and who knows i can upgrade myself to a higher level. And, i'm only 20. Still have alot more to learn. By 22/23, I will get a stable job with stable income. From there, i am more confident to plan for my future. :) Now, Its not the right time yet. Too young and immature and cashless! haha! Love is also still serving the nation. Gaji pon cukop2 makan nyahh. haha. My planning : Now, work to gain more experience. No mc no urgent leave unpaid leave sesuke hati lagi. Extend the contract! And from there, find a better job. Plan for the future. :) Slowly baby, one step at a time. Chill~ I remembered one of my sup says she wants to be like me, tk mara2 senyuuummm je. Org lain yg buat sala but i have to bear the consequences also i senyum je. One thing came to my mind, whats done cannot be undone already so yaaaa~~~ heh heh. Da 2 hari hang tak kol saya tai tkpe, bsk thursday. Hang klua. Kite enjoy!!! |
a laughing gas Has deep passion for dance. Wanna experience more on malay n hiphop dance. Or maybe if there's a chance, contemporary dance will be nice. hehe. Serious interest on make ups A girl who is different. Trust me 
WISHES To get a new GOOD phone Itouch or maybe a simple MP3 To hit 50 kg the least Love's the last one To be a MAK ANDAM Own my own bridal shop, insyaallah Lastly, to have total freedom. INSYAALLAH ... 
VOGUELICIOUS They are someone whom i look up to when it comes to dancing Luke, Fadhlie,Sri, Izzy Try not to bitch too much k. haha. :)   Music Playlist at MixPod.com September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 April 2011 May 2011 |